Time to get serious at this Quarter Life - 25 years old

So.. Here it is... I am now 25 years old this year! Something that I have been waiting for years... Growing to 21 years old means having the freedom. Bumping around the adult world, trying to cope.
Reaching 25 years old means it is time to treat everything in life serious and to change the path of life thereafter. Commitment in life.

Few things that I have made as new year resolution and here to pin down in details:
1) earn more money (having good performance) and save more (spend less)!
    good performance - sharpen my skill in managing people, workload and improve self technical skill
     monies - reduce spending by only buying necessity items and reduce waste, read more and invest more
2) build up relationship and connect with people, care more on them!
     bond with people and besties, spend more time in listening and hanging out
     spend time with families and provide family needs
3) healthy diet, exercise and maintain slim figure. A new mirror might do the trick!
     eat healthy snacks like vege, salads and fruits... excercise more as an habbit rather than a need.
Something specific to achieve within these two years

1) move to a new room with security and nice housemate

2) find a new job with prospect, good pay and juggling between time

3) be healthy and minimise luxury food, exercise more

4) save up for parents house loan, future and travelling fund with him. set aside for myself as well

4) read more and talk more!

Hope everything goes well... <3 :)

New year 2014

Ignored the blog for quite a bit as trying to cope with the living of life.

Too occupied and exhausted to jot down my feelings. Lots of struggles and tears in 2013. I have had two new important things in 2013, him and my career. Poured in my heart and soul for them. As long as feelings attached then there are tears and pain coming by other than sweets and happpiness.

Discovered that i am not workaholic but just a responsible person. Being torough and voice up as a matter of choice rather than a need.

I had a big time last year at the down peak of my life.

Now, in 2014, yearned to be more matured, being 25 years old! It is the real time to life and no more joke!

My 2014 new year resolutions will be:
1) earn more money (having good performance) and save more (spend less)!
2) build up relationship and connect with people, care more on them!
3) healthy diet, exercise and maintain slim figure. A new mirror might do the trick!

Less stress and take it easy, slow... Things will fall in the picture by itself...

Rest well and take care of the health! Love him and family more! :)

This time around I did not cry

This time around I did not cry.. Because it is not my incompetency but she tried to pick up on me.

Probably from the start I have not like her anyway as how she treated my friend. Made my friend cried and live in hell.

She did not like me as well cause I am being blunt.

So when there are flaws in my documentation, she will start picking up on me.

In the end, it is not about work anymore. It became personal to her.

This time I really disrespect someone, of higher level than me. Not just that you have no values for me to admire on but you tried to fell superior by picking up on someone.

That is the reason I did not cry this round but feel how pathetic you are and clueless of why you are here today.

Sometimes it is better to keep things within yourselves

Sometimes it is better to keep things within yourselves...

As you are trying to do a good deed and being straight, naive to say out bluntly. People would think that you are trying to be superior. Trying to show that you are someone better than them.

Evertyhing there is a flip side...

You might think its a good thing to share but the others might take it personally as offensive..

Hence, you should observe... How does he or she would react... Would it be the same as your intention?

Or would it be different from your intention? If different then intention not achieved... So, dont need to do so... Effort waste.

Keep it within yourselves, within your blog and closed ones..

That's life..

Mid of August 2013

Sister is moving out in mid of august...

Life is resuming back to normal.. Like a year ago.

The difference is.. I'm in a relationship with a guy....

What has the relationship changed me? That im not just for myself but with commitment...

Commitment strangles me... Keep me tight that i am unable to breath.

Also, no way to channel my sadness... As i would need to grow up as i aged. Really seriously grow up.

After this move. A new resolution.

1) tidy up my stuff, keep it simple and clean

2) mix around with other people, go out expose myself and connect with people

3) be effective and fill my time with learning, exercise

Mid of August 2013

Sister is moving out in mid of august...

Life is resuming back to normal.. Like a year ago.

The difference is.. I'm in a relationship with a guy....

What has the relationship changed me? That im not just for myself but with commitment...

Commitment strangles me... Keep me tight that i am unable to breath.

Also, no way to channel my sadness... As i would need to grow up as i aged. Really seriously grow up.

After this move. A new resolution.

1) tidy up my stuff, keep it simple and clean

2) mix around with other people, go out expose myself and connect with people

3) be effective and fill my time with learning, exercise

People are getting competitive...

When you are working in a corporate environment, bosses will instill competitiveness in the team to ensure everyone strive to be competent.. This result in a system call Key Performance Indicator (KPI).

From there.... Everyone will strive to meet their KPIs and things starting to get ugly...
Trying to grab someone else task and job scope.

Do I mind? Do I care?

Yes, I do... Cause it was my baby. My hardwork and dedication in complete it. And now.... Someone else is stealing it away from me. So, is this how things work?

Although you are so-called a friend... But still... The urge for peers to strive up in a corporate ladder will cause them to forget it... Forget about something called friendship.